Julia's Awesomeness

I am a sucker for pasta, mmm. And now I am lucky, because Amsterdam's Central Station has a pasta take-away, called: Julia's. The first thing that popped into my head. Is it Julia Vaughn's pasta joint? Hihi. No, it couldn't be. Too bad, it isn't. It's just an Italian take-away restaurant with a pasta theme. Well, my dear friends, it is awesome! Since the opening of that take-away it is always very, very crowded, always a huge waiting line. But today, finally, my chance to get some of that awesome pasta. I ordered a tortilini with carbona sauce and Wesley took a penne with salmon. They prepared the pasta infront of our very own eyes! Like awesome! After a few minutes the dishes were finished and they were served in little cute white with green boxes, so adorable! With also a sleek silver fork. We went upstairs to the train and at a bench infront of the train, we enjoyed our delish food. And trust me it was really splendid!

Julia's cute box filled with glorious pasta with that dandy fork.

It's kinda a tribute towards Julia Vaughn, don't you think?

Wesley's penne with salmon.

My tortilini with carbona sauce.

Eating pasta fiercely!

"Not Funny" women, the TV-series edition

Yes, friends, it is back, the "not funny" women and this time a special one, the TV-series edition. These are some awesome female from my favourite TV-series. These series are awesome on their own, but with the company of these gals it's even more awesomer!

From Chuck: Yvonne Strahovski ( Sarah Walker ) 

Yeah, she is Chuck's cover girlfriend, if I was Chuck I made it official!

Also from Chuck: Jordana Brewster ( Dr. Jill Roberts )

She is Chuck's ex, in an alternate universe, she dumped him for me, hihi.

From The Office: Rashida Jones ( Karen Filippelli)

Ah, sweet Karen, with your hawt business suits. 

From Dexter: Valerie Cruz ( Sylvia Prado )

I love it when she calls her husband *wink*.

Also from Dexter: Jaime Murray ( Lila )

Unfortunaley, Dex kills her, what a shame *sigh*. 

From The OC: Samaire Armstrong ( Anna Stern )

The perfect geeky girl for me.

Also from The OC: Autumn Reeser ( Taylor Townsend ) 

I wish that kiss was for me.

From Life: Sarah Shahi ( Dani Reese ) 

Why don't you save my life?

And from Gossip Girl: Tamara Feldman ( Poppy Lifton )

She had a brief apperance in Gossip Girl, but stays forever in my mind!

When madness reigns

Every day ends with a coverage of the darkness upon our little planet. Every day ends with people sleeping and entering their dreamworld. Everyone thinks the day has come to an end. Everybody thinks that the day will fall and tomorrow start all over againn...

So why this title: "When madness reigns"? Let me enlighten you with that. When a day ends, all your feelings are going to sleep, but for some of them, in their sleep, in their subconscious, a new world opens, new feelings, other emotions. For others, happiness or perhaps sadness, but for me, madness. Don't be afraid fooks, it's not that kind of madness King Leonidas is talking about. It's more a madness filled with questions, questions without answers. For example: the future of Miguel. Some say, you create your own future, but in my head still wanders, what if? What if I make the wrong choices? Will, it effect me harshly? Or the girlfriendless fact, the fact that I am still single. How or why can this be true. A question that is not only wandering in my head, many of my friends are still thinking how this phenomenon can be true. These kind of questions are wandering in my head, but there is more. Not only questions, but 'the dark passenger' is also walking in my head. The desire of wanting things, the urge of filling it's needs, mostly material aspects. And there is rage, the true madness, the feeling that even freaks me out! The madness of misunderstanding, the madness of wanting something so bad, but don't have that privilege. It is a little bit of jealousy towards the world, jealousy towards everyone who feels good, who has a special someone in their lifes, who is privileged with luck. Luckily, the madness will not transform into pent op aggression. Luckily, I will not bash windows with chairs or trowning glasses towards walls or break my laptop/pc. No, my friends, that day will not come, don't be afraid. But in my head I can break as many windows, glasses, laptops as I want, because I locked that animal. Soon as the night ends and the mornings breaks through, the madness can sleep, the madness can rest and reload his energy for a new session, for a new night and then... Then the madness can reign again...

Strike first!

Strike hard!

No Mercy!

-x- miguel

Toys are Awesome

Yup it's a fact, I love toys. I don't let the toys in the box. Nope, I unwrap it from the box and I play with it. So, in my busy life, I took the liberty to show you my new pride to my collection. First of all, Silver Surfer from Marvel:

To me, My board!

Yes, search for new planets!

Tengen Toppa Gurren Lagann

It's Kinon & Viral!

And this is the pride of my collection, Mr Oliver Queen aka The Green Arrow:

Don't worry

I know you're thinking, when are we going to see new posts and new segments, don't worry my friends, they are coming ( that's what she said ). Currently I am pretty much busy with school and other stuff, but soon more 'Not Funny' girls, Room Raiders, Inner Battles and other great stuff, but I really need your patient.

Oh and meet my new tagline: 

Strike First!

Strike Hard!

No Mercy!

-x- Miguel

A weekend with the kid with class

A week has gone by, a week full with sadness and other depressive stuff. *sigh* But my little niece Alysha cheered me up, first she ate with chopsticks always made me happy and then the next day she draw a picture for me.

Hihi, silly girl

Yeah, she digs the chopsticks

A pretty picture

A picture from above

Hihi, she is really a cute angel

Sound & Vision.

Oh, friends, what a hard and difficult week it was, really emotional and with lots of work for school. I went on a school trip to Sound & Vision in Hilversum, it was a blast, but I wasn't in the right state of mind. Yes, I enjoyed my stay there, but I could enjoyed it ever more when my heart was at the right place. 

Our task from school is to make an advice report for Sound & Vision. So all the first years classes went to this building to get some ideas and to get some intel about the main project. 

So some pictures of the Sound & Vision day:

Pretty awesome building

The many windows

It looks crazy

Wesley taking pictures of stairs, don't ask why

The Enterprise with a giant alien, who wants to attack it

Cool robots!

A robot hero!

What's up Bats, what's up Spidey

I want them all!

A delicious dessert ( not really) 

No Victory nor Death, but broken souls

It was the weekend from hell, the week that never should took place. The tears that never should have been fallen, the pain that never should be there and the broken souls that should be whole. 

Oh dear friends, this was the darkest week ever, the dark hours are coming back, the light has been blown out. Why? The ending of a friendship. I am not going to tell the story, because this is between me and her. But in the most crucial moment: should I took the phone, less thinking more action, but I let my thoughts speak out. I was wrong, I should took the phone and say: "I am sorry"! So, why didn't I did that. I wasn't capable. I couldn't get all the words togeter to say something usefull. Was that my fault, YES! Was I sad? YES! Were my eyes teary? Yes! So, why didn't I call? Because I was destroid and could't say a goddamn thing! So many things are running through my head, so many words, I should said. I am destroid, I know she is strong and will get over it. But me? Well, I won't. I don't have a strong soul as she! She is the brightest star ever! She has the sweetest soul ever! So it must have a reason why it all ended. So it was my fault, I should took more action, I shouldn't let it slip away. I dug my own grave, I opened my own door to the full emo-me. I gave the emo more power to controll, gave the dark soul more energy to rampage. So my heart is all bitter and black. My dearest best friend is no more, because of me...

Why should something like this took place, this would never happen. The minds of a lot of people are exploding. What? Are they no friends no more? I feel a cold chill around me, that means that sadness, pain and darkness is coming towards me. I don't have anything to say anymore, I am hurt, I am broken...